Zombie

"in your head.... in your head.... zombie... zombie..."

I think that's how i am right now.... a zombie in my own world.

All I can say is that i have done it!. I did my next step in my Canadian adventure, the Loan papers are out, just need my super co-signers
to send them to the loan company and that's it. As of what i know they are all good for me receiving it, so, next up is my visa. I just wanna GO TO CANADA ALREADY! Vancouver looks like an awesome city, i can't wait, I get nervous all the time recently, how am I gonna live on my own for a year, i'm gonna have to get used to doing everything by myself, but what keeps me grounded and happy is that i know i'm gonna be doing what i want to do, what i have to do, what i need to do so i can continue my life without any regrets, without any frustrations, and fulfilling my life-long dream of working in this medium that i just love.

I guess my music says it all... now i've got playing "Dont Panic" by Coldplay.... and yea.... i shouldn't panic, we live in a beautiful world, i just wanna get to know more of it!!! woohoo!!! in 5 months i'll be 'on my own'...

So as of now, i'm turning this into my countdown to VFS, because, well, basically, that's where my mind is and it should be, i've got a great deal ahead of me and i surely cant wait. But of course, i want to enjoy the rest of the time i've still got in my TJ. Catch u later...