Someday

Ok, so technically this isn't the song that is on now, but it was the one that was on when i decided to write this, and again, it fit (better than "Plush" anyways).

20 days, 20 days and counting, i can't really believe it but it's true. I'm nervous, excited, nervous, but i know that i want to do this NOW!!!

So here's the deal, i was supposed to go on February 10th, get to see a brand new LOST before i left, a relaxing week of nothingness after i leave work the week prior, but alas, my jani got mixed up with the dates and she asked for the previous week off work to go on the trip, so, in a sense, it's HER FAULT! jejeje... all joking aside, i don't blame her, she could've changed the date, but i just wanna go already, so it is ME who decided to make her mixup into a good thing and just leave 5 days earlier.

I don't really remember what i last posted, but i think by the title it was around the time i felt really sad and frustrated, i am neither anymore. like it should, everything has worked itself out, i have already finished paying the school tuition, i went this morning to send the money for my housing (it's gonna be a house with 4 other VFS students just southeast of downtown), and as soon as i get confirmation of the payment i'm done, ready to leave, ready to change my life forever, ready to 'leave the nest'.

Here's my plan, i get there, enjoy the 2 days i'll have with my mom and my jani up there visiting and touristing, then when they leave get to the real world, buy the stuff i need to buy, visit the places i need to know (market, coffee shop, school, movie theaters), get settled in for a couple of weeks and then off we go! woohoo!!! can you tell i'm over excited now!

someday i'll look back on this and think, i shoulda been working! but it's just way too damn close and way too damn exciting.